| Location | Farnworth Bolton |
| Age | 25 years |
| Date of Birth | 6/1972 |
| Date of Death | 2/1998 |
| Visitors | 638 since 04/05/2008 |
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janny (brian james) 1/2/98, was 25yrs of age when he sadly passed away, he lived in farnworth with my gran but he always called her mum, i was his only sister, his baby sister, he also had a younger brother mick, he was very close to mick, even when mick moved to wales he would go down n stay there for a while, he also had an older brother mark, his mum is still with us, and she has never gotton over losing him, he also has 2 beautiful daughters lyndsay and lauren, brian commited suicide, by hanging himself at my grans, who sadly passed away the same yr, she died of a broken heart, she didn't want to live without her treasured son was gone,
brian loved his family and really loved his kids, he loved all his 3 nieces,ashy briony (who i named after him) n lil katie and 3 nephews, mikey, jamie, benny,
he loved tormentin my gran, and anyone else who was about, he was always smilin and laughing, he loved going to his mates, spending time with them,
i miss him so much, we'd become pretty close in the last 12, he ment alot to alot of people, he his greatly missed.
so thankful
well on friday i went to see a medium by the name of david holt, whom is very good, he told me that my brother had come throu, everythng he told me was true, he told me that my brother is always with me, which makes me feel so happy, i feel so much at ease, he also told me that my grandma is also with me, my dad is also always with me, i feel so blessed to have been given a chance to know wot my loved ones r upto, my loved ones r happy where they r, so ty brian grandma n dad u have made me a very happy girl, n knowin that i will find my other family has given me hope xxxxxxxx
missin u
Hi Bro....Merry Xmas....wow its nearly 12 yrs since u was took away from us, but it feels like it was only yesterday, n funnily it also's feels like a lifetime ago, i will never ever forgot u, i even got a tattoo with ya name on it(well ya nickname Janny) n ya dob on my back in a star of protection, i wanted to do something that will keep every1 rememberin u, n i think that will......take care of Grandma n Barry n Nanna Winnie, n now Lucy (Juicy Lucy) Leatherbarrow who sadly passed away last week, she with her Wilf now, i love u so much, n i miss u even more, plz look out for Mum she been poorly recently, n look out for Christine she is hurtin so much over Barry, help her with her grief, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Ash says she misses u loads she is growin up in to a fine yopung woman, she is my rock alot of the times........n my Ben well, i think he tryin to follow in the footsteps of his Uncle Brian, but i will keep workin on tryin to steer him in the right direction, so if ya can plz help.......Briony n lil Katie never got the pleasure of meetin there uncle Brian, but they would of loved u loads, u always loved kids, n they loved u...............they all send there love to u.
Mum misses u n regrets how things where, but that cant b changed, but there isnt a day that goes by that she dont think of u, she misses u all the time, n when her time is up, i hope that u will b there to meet her, xxxxxxx
Hi bro, well i want to say ty, i think ur the reason mum is better, when she was in the hospital few weeks ago, i really thought that her time was up, when i was drivin home, i heard a song that reminded me of u, it has happened a few times when i have been drivin home from the hospital, i think u was watchin over here, ty for keepin mum with me, i dont know wot i would do if i lost her, n i think i have u to thank for me meetin my boyfriend, the 1st night i met him kingston town was playin as we met, so i hope that this is a sign, i love u n miss u loads, keep n eye on christine, she needs to feel u around her, she is so lost right now, watch over her. love u from ya baby sis, n my lil brood
hi brian sorry been so long xxxx well love... alls i have to say is u got your best mate with u now so u and nan are not alone xxxxx hope u both havin fun tormentin nan lol knowin nan she will be holdin somethin in her hands chasin u both like she use to lol missin u all so much. i think about u all everyday. xxxxxxx and alot of the time really hurts so much xxxxx love ya all xxxxxxxxx
hey big bro, its been a while, but ihad difficulties gettin on, but hopefully now its sorted......... ne way, well bet ya lookin down on us n thinking wot the bloody hell is goin on, since budg dyed everything has been going on, wished u was here to sort it out, but ur not, i miss u so much, n i feel like i have to keep defendin u to ur own kids, when i shouldn't, plz help me, i dont know wot to do anymore, i love u loads, n miss u more n more every day, xxxxxxxxx keep a watchful eye out on mark, who is in greece on his mission to sail to australia... xxxx
FAMILY AND FRIEND OF JANNY
hi janny, thinkin about u all time and our son curtis brian is always askin about u. he is just like u and our daughter cori lillian thinks about nan. and our eldest son always ask wat u was like i just tell him to look at curtis. anyways love happy b/day lots of love your niece tara, shaggy , big sis christine and rest of family xxxxxxx miss u and nan loads wish u was both still here. xxxxxxxxx
happy birthday
well happy birthday big brother, well yesterday would of been ur 36th birthday, i went out celebrated it for u, i miss u loads, heard ur song while i was out, had to distract my self so i wouldn't cry, would of looked a sight with my mascara running down my face, n i wanted it to b a celebration, not a sad occasion, u'd of been looking down laughing at me, ha ha, anyway goodnight n godbless, ur always in my thoughts. love u so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Well today my godson was born, lil baby Aidan he is so beautiful, he is so tiny, so precious, he is the baby brother of ur god-daughter, i know that u wil b lookin down from heaven n smilin, please take care of them all, xxxxxxxxxxx all my love gill
missin u
hi brian, was just sitting here thinking of someone i really loved once, who has just seemed to pop in my mind, tell a lie i think of him everyday, and now i have found him again, and i dont know wot to do, i wish ya was here to talk to, i miss our lil chat we used to have driving down to wales, i'd ask u advice bout guys, now i need some advice now, n ur not here to tell, i just miss u so much, i sometimes feel like i want to b with u, but i know i cant, cause i have to b strong for mum, n for my kids, n my nieces n nephews, but its hard, u would tell me straight, tell me if i am being a fool, or if i should just go for it, y did u have to go, u was so loved by everyone who knew u bri, u dont know wot devastation ya death caused, the day u died so did alot of other ppl did, u took a chunck out of there hearts, u mean't the world to alot of ppl, sadly even some of them r no longer with us, i just wished u was here, forever in my heart u will b, love u so much n miss ya even more, love u always gill xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my heart does go out to you ...I understand some of the terrible sadness you may be feeling my son took his own life in sept 06
Reflection
Another day for you to wonder, another day for you to mourn
It wasn't my intention to go before the coming dawn
My pain was deep within my heart and troubled head
It wasn't my intention to go without words said.
My frame of mind seemed normal, or so I heard them say
It wasn't my intention not to see another day
I did not mean to make you suffer or cause you so much pain
It wasn't my intention to never see you again.
Despair and confusion left my aching mind unsure
It wasn't my intention to suddenly close life's door
If only I could give you reasons and brush the tears away
It wasn't my intention to leave you and not stay.
I did not mean for you to grieve, now left alone to cry
It wasn't my intention to leave you, forever asking why
As the burdens of life's worries slowly ebb from my heart
it wasn't my intention to tear your soul apart
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